Sigh... today got Geography exam..... dis time better lar... this time the paper actually made me think really really hard to find the answers to the questions...... i think i thought too much dat i have no more energy.. Ouch!!!!! And now i'm gettin a really bad head ache..... I think.... Ouch!!!!!! shit dat hurt...... man next time. remind me not to think too much during exams ok???

Diao... today math paper like damn easy lor. alot of the other students all say very hard le very hard le.... but i find it damn f****** easy lar.... so lame. tomorrow got Geog paper. so sian. but one thing good hapened to me today... siu suan (my friend) gave me another chance and we became friends again.... even if i have no idea wad i did to make her angry at me.... lame right? sigh.... my other primary school friends all telling me to change because i always so emo all the time so today i tried to be ''happy'' the whole day in school. I did it... but it felt damn weird after i got back home... not used to being so happy all the time lar dats y..... ususally i always very emo one.. some people will get scared of me and some people will make un of me.. but don't really bother any way.. i mean dat has happened to me since primary school so its like damn common to me lor...... diao now i oso noting much to say anymore... haiz.... the person i like still not online le... wan to tok to her oso cannot. call her oso kanna rejected... dunno y lar... any way i'm not gonna tell u hu is it i like... no its not siu suan.. ok so maybe i like siu suan a little but i only liked her in primary school.... now its some one else... oops looks like i toked too much hahaha so sorry to be wasting ur time when u could be out thwere rotting to hell haha jk jk.. well c ya

I miss my friends a lot.. i realise how much i missed those days in primary school.. do nothing but play the whole day. now in sec school so boring. eigther i have remedial or CCA den come bak very late. If no rem edial or CCA den whole day do homework... diao so sian... now i miss my friends...... SO BORING!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh............ tomorrow is math exam for mid year.... my math already so pro still nd to take exam.... diao waste of time lar. dat exam only a simple homework for me lar... not really worried... today like nthin much to sae le.. very sian... go out bowling oso very sian.... to day very weird lor....sigh wad to do... after exam slack lor..... wad else.. go fren house play game lar. go arcade hang out wif friends oso can be very sian after awhile... so boring now sigh.....

miserable

I finally found out y i was so miserable all the time. i always tought it was because i had no friends as i was always angry and scary to other people. which was wad made me so emo all the time... but i only found out the truth today after doing something wrong for 6 years. it wasn't because i had no friends, i had all the friends i needed and more. but the reason y they left me was because i treated them badly and used them. which was y i was always alone. it was my fault all the time and yet i didn't know. siu suan (used to be my friend) should have all the right to be angry at me. she believed in friends when all i did was took advantage of them. i'm sob sorry to every one. fidaus, cing wei, joshua kovipilai, sherlyn, raylen, joshua chua, syafiq, mirza daniel, jayson chong, mick lim, lam thao boon, vanessa ong, jing ting, tian ning siu suan nicole yang, nicole cheng, li yin and every one else. it was and has always been my fault and i hope ui can forgive me even if it impossible for u to forget wad i have done... i'm so sorry. and to Siu Suan- i apologose to u the most for making u so sad. i hope we can still remain best friends 4eva...because now i believe in being friends forever and i hope u can gime another chance.

Friday 25-4-2008

Shit!!!! mid year papers are here... but i'm not that worried actually... well ok i am worried but only for chinese..... just had my History paper 2dae.. ok lar. quite easy actually. ah wad de heck. it was tooo easy... and now i really feel like shouting out something... I LOVE NICOLE YANG hahahahaha!!!!! dats beder... hahaha. well hope u guys like the music...

My story..... some one help i dunno wad to do!!!!

Would some one (SIU SUAN) or any one pls help me!!!!! its been too long and i can't remember wad to do... ok fine. i don't know wad to do. my previous blog really didn't have much in it. just 2 posts. and it kinda sucked.... hehe not really bothered by it though. so can some one please help me wif this blog. come on please? i'm not kiddin this time.

My Previous Blog

Yo sorry it took so long. if u had known. i had a previous blog but i cant remember wad it is hahaha. lame right?
well too tell u the truth i haven't done this in a really really long time. not used to it le. but hey this is my diary now..... u gotta be kiddin right?
of course not. this isn't my diary... this is my story..... nah. well whatever this is, its all up to u ton read. well hey enjoy...... hahaha no but seriously....