feelings towards her...

i guess some of u might already noe of my feelings towards a certain special someone.. i've already told her and, i can't believe that i actually gonna tell u but, i asked her if i had a chance with her. even the slightest of chance to be wif her but.... when i finally had the courage to call her and ask her wad was her answer, she didn't pick up, i kept gettin rejected by her phone.. now her phone has had a few problems lately (it always has a problem) so i'm not sure if she really rejected me or if it was just her phone acting up (again...). and now that i'm friends wif o-s-s, i'm not sure of hu i like... i don't noe if i like HER because she looks like o-s-s or i like o-s-s because she looks like HER! Damn!!! y does love always find me in the weird and wrong times.... is it even love???? i mean i've liked o-s-s just as long as i have liked HER..... so wad is my mind telling me..... no wads my heart telling me? that i'll nvr find true love? am i to be alone 4 ever?.. i don't want to feel that way.. i'm already soo happy wif all the friends i have... tks guys.. after 2 years of putting up wif my nonsense, it finally paid off. i can see that i'm not without friends... but still... having someone that feels 4 u and u feeling the same way 4 that person.. when u 2 are together, wouldn't that be nice? i want to experience that once, or at least something like it in sec school.. i wanna be like normal students... some peeps say that i'm an act cool guy or smart ass. i don't wanna be that.. i wanna be normal... some things that u guys all noe, i might not noe... and they can be very common things about singapore even.. i didn't noe wad was LTA at first... but all of u already knew.. these things, i wish i was like everyone else...